Wednesday, February 17, 2016

history repeating itself

well... looks like history is repeating itself.  it is my first week into my 12 week training plan for iceage and i am already not running.  why you might be wondering all curious like...

well, because i'm working through a pain in my left hamstring.  it started about a month ago and was really mild.  i went back to mike, my trusty physical therapist, and we thought we nipped it in the bud.  no such luck.  it came back.  it came back with a vengeance.

it is painful to run.  any speed and any distance.  i am discouraged.  i told mike that i would take time off but if i was going to do that it would have to absolutely be RIGHT NOW.  i think i could be trained for iceage with 8 weeks of training but i'd have to adjust my goals.  he told me on tuesday to give him 2 days so i go back on thursday (tomorrow) for more therapy and to see what happens.  i can then run on saturday and see how it feels.

i'm not going to lie... i am worried.  i sort of feel that i can still pull it out if i take 4 weeks off right now to let it go away, but it will be tough.  i will probably not meet the goals i've set for myself with this race and i might have to let it go as my A race for the year.

i'm learning to feel the disappointment and then let it go.  to reassess and readjust.

i put in an application to be a pacer for lakefront.  i've been going back and forth about racing it so i decided maybe i'll just run it for fun, and get other people to their race goals instead.  when it gets closer i'll decide if i want to race MRF.  i've been entertaining the idea of that one.  i'm just worried about the weather.  i hate racing in cold weather so that would be the deal breaker for me.  i don't want to commit until closer to race day.  we'll see.

injuries suck.

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